Dear Yashoda SD,
It is good to note that you have secured a job as an HR Trainee. Congratulations!
Challenges of Working Alone in HR
Working all alone in the HR department can be challenging. When one works in a full-fledged HR Department, the subordinates are under the manager's wing. Additionally, there are peers from whom one can learn. In contrast, while working alone in the department, one gets exposed to the harshness of loneliness. However, this very harshness will make you strong. Never forget a famous quote: "the toughest of tough steel has to pass through the hottest of the hot fire." Therefore, continue with your employment without losing your spirit.
Handling Criticism and Scolding
Scolding juniors is common. It does not depend on whether one is working alone or with colleagues in the department. Look around, and you could find the HODs rebuking their juniors. Do you think that managers do not get reprimanded by the Directors or the MDs? They do, but they take the criticism in their stride, learn from it, and move on.
Yes, putting up with the reproach is not easy. It can leave scars on one's mind. However, you may start making notes of why you were scolded, on what point you were scolded, and who scolded you. When you make notes, you can find a pattern. Avoid repeating the mistakes you made in the past.
Becoming Proactive and Improving Practices
Additionally, find out how you can be proactive. You need to be proactive in taking action as well as in your communication. Improve your record management practices and identify the scope to do cross-referencing. This will make your work easier.
Addressing Academic and Work Mismatch
Lastly, about the mismatch between your academics and the work exposure you are getting. The mismatch between what you learned in MSW and what is happening in the department could demotivate you. You may even curse yourself for doing MSW. However, now you cannot undo the past. Therefore, show perseverance and identify the scope to implement the knowledge you gained. Yes, this is a time-consuming process, but the implementation of knowledge will give you a sense of fulfillment and help you overcome the shortcomings of your job.
I wish you all the best!
Dinesh Divekar