Scared Dubai employee - due to a very bad situation, I made a very bad decision, and I ran away from my employer

Good day, everyone. I am so scared to ask for legal advice on my situation right now, but I am tired of feeling guilty and sorry for myself.
I was working as a housemaid here in Dubai. However, due to a very bad situation, I made a very bad decision, and I ran away from my employer.
I have been absent for a year now. I got my passport, so I'm working part-time here in Dubai. I did good at my job and I really enjoy working here. A bit because I am just a par time, I always end up finishing the job that I like. I am tired of it and wish to be a legal worker here in Dubai. I am a good employer for all the jobs I am working. I want to ask if I still have a chance to be a legal citizen here in Dubai. Please advise me and free me from my guilt and nightmares.
Thank you.

Hi, As per my understanding as long as you have proper documentation you can work and stay in Dubai. However there needs to be a check if your employer hasnt filed any legal/missing case against you. You need to check with established/trustworthy agent who can help on this regard.
However, I will be able to check on it from my end and can share the details soon.
Regards
Jeevan