Thanks a lot, Seniors, for such lovely replies!
Understanding the Situation
Going further, as Sateesh Sir had said, first it is to be clear in my mind. Well, I knew the situation out there. Of course, money is obviously one of the reasons. It may sound foolish, but as someone said, "money is not everything, but everything needs money."
Financial Struggles and Life Lessons
In the last 13 years of my life (since working), I have struggled a lot financially and have tried numerous times to save but failed. Although I have progressed, it has been at the speed of a tortoise. Once, I read a story (post) of the tortoise and the rabbit on this site about how times have changed. The "slow and steady wins the race" concept has now changed, and the time has come when "fast and steady wins the race."
Cultural and Economic Challenges in India
I think in India, as we have different cultures, we grow, have family responsibilities, children, savings, etc. I would especially like to talk about one class, the middle class, and how the struggle goes on throughout life to maintain basic necessities, struggling with the present and fearing the future.
I might be wrong here, as everybody struggles through their life, but I think it is in our hands how we mold our life.
Personal Aspirations and Responsibilities
I agree with Gaurav Sir's views that the answer will come genuinely from my heart or mind. Although the reason for opting for such a place was not compelling, I think there is a very small percentage of lucky people who get what they want in life. The same goes for me. I wanted to serve in the army right from my childhood, but I didn’t get through, and now I am doing a very static job that requires little movement, irrespective of the field of Security, because the position is in management. So, it is possible that somewhere in my mind or heart, a desire is still there to be part of some adventure. I know there are responsibilities on my shoulders for dependent parents and family, but questions arise again: what about my life?
I thank all of you again for spending your precious time, and please pardon me if I have hurt anyone's feelings.
Regards