Dear Mr. Yash,
Well, one thing is clear from your post....
You can't take decisions of your life and I truly wonder, how you are going to survive in the competitive world.
Are you habitual of "SPOON FEEDING", relying on others for everything.
I suggest you, stop behaving like a INNOCENT CHILD and behave like a MATURED PROFESSIONAL. Hope, you haven't forgotten that, you are a grown up "ADULT".
With profound regards