look,as u want to be happy,its totally upto you that what makes you happy,.do the thinghs taht u like most.in todays husstle life we are running behind careers and careers....let us give some time to ourself and do the things we like most.whatever it is.do some notorious act (but not harming any body).now don't think of future.live the life today.kya pata kal ho na ho...so why to destroy our today in thinking of tomorrow.whatever will happen tommorow we will take step accordingly,but lets enjoy our today na......enjoy life......and in case u need any friend then door is always open....call me....its 24 hour helpline for friends and for those who needs help.....