Hello,Appreciate your advice for my carrier assistance !
Well how i explain you my situation, feeling very nervous and embarrase too. I have started my carrier with a good Indian recruitment company as "trainee- finance and admin" with the help of a personal reference in that company in 2008. I was completely blank at that time. In that company i have start learning from zero and put all the efforts day night on sunday,holidays to learn the work. Gradually i learn the things like- finance, payroll, administration,facilities,billing,agreement,purcha se,vendor mgmt,event management,pf,esi,labour court works, and IT their. My profile was their to handle all the things in the company as i came from the known network, so i feel very bad also some times, but due to financial condition i continued working till april 2012 and left that company due to mess up of my profile and over work their. i was also unhealthy at that time. well at the time of leaving that company my designation was on paper- AM-finance and admin (3.5 years total worked), and also my pacakage was around Rs 3 lacs per annum.
But after leaving that company in april'2012 i face very bad time in my life. In 2 months i have not get any offer matching with my profile. I was really depressed as i was taking money from my parents and also i was not getting any job. Due to financial condition i was forced to work in a sales job in the half salary from my 1st company (10k per month) and i started working in sales,maketing, and was also doing good in that profile too and also was acheiving my targets and then suddendly after 2 months working in marketing job ON same salary (10k) i got an offer from a automobile company in HR profile which was little bit matching with my 1st job, so i quit the marketing job and join the hr/operations profile job in same salary (10k) , i was happy with the same but after 2 months they plan me to shift remote location on same salary which was also a challenge for me, by force i have to resign that one too. Then i again sit for 2 months in home and not getting any job in finance, admin,sales, operations ,hr and any other field. I was totally disappointed. Then with the help of one of my friend i got an offer in a good MNC in a salary of (14k) per month in sourcing and compliance department, i worked their for 6 months and due to health issues , i have to quit the job. at that time i was doing BCA which i have started in 2009 but after 4 years in 2013 so many papers was back and also i was not getting time to study and pass the exams, due to family condition again i have to search for job and after 1 5 days i got offer in a MNC in MIS and vendor management profile their i offered 16.5 k monthly salary, i worked their for 8 months and quit because i got an another offer in a MNC in 22k per month salary, i was happy that i am near by my first job in terms of salary and i quit that company too. But tragedy was again happend with me when i worked their for 4 months only and due to health issues again i quit that job without searching a new job. my parents were also very angry on me as i was totally hopeless and stupid in leaving jobs too frequently. Then again i seat home for 3 months and goes into depression. I have to take antidepressents on daily basis which i am taking today also. My friends and family both left my hands and i was really very alone and depresses on that time. In 2014 again after 3 months i got an offer of 11k per month is a small it company, my profile was their MIS and project management , again for salary hike i left that company in 3 months and join a good ecommerce company in backend/ecommerce logistic profile as my salary was 15 k their. i worked their for 6 months and got offer from another ecommerce company and i join on the salary of 18.5 k per month and on profile of Team leader-operations. But i was deputed in a warehouse where work timings was not good. i have to work for 16-18 hours in a day and on designation of TL they take work like a labor-sweeper. i left that organisation due to pathetic nature of work and family pressure.then again i sit home for 2-3 months and i was searching for a job because job was important for my survival. Then i got an offer from a MNC company on the monthly salary of 20k per month for 6 months contract in HR department in BGV/employee screening profile and i joined and also completed 6 months their successfuly but now they are not extending my contract and i have joined a another company before 3 days in same profile (bgv,employee screening) near my home in 18k monthly salary. But the issue is that after working in a good mnc i feel very uncomfortable and different in a small indian company, but i am trying my level best to work atleast for 5-10 years in this company. In one side where i worked in a company for 3.5 years (AM position) and in another 3.8 years i changed 12 companies and this is the 13th one. When i am thinking this i get depresses and also i feel very bad on myself. I am now persuing MBA (operations) 3rd sem from a distance learning institute.
I dont know what can i do in future as i worked for various good indian companies and also for MNC's but due to my quiting job behaviour and due to bad circumstances i changed 14 jobs in 8 years approx. In these 8 years i worked in various different profiles like- finance,admin, hr,operations,sales,marketing,logistics,ecommerce, bgv,employee screening, i dont know what can i do in future. please help me and understand my situation. I know you also feel bad on me as i feel embarase on myself too. Also sometimes i think can i start my own little business as i have also not enough money or i work in companies. but while seing my past of last 8 years so many up-downs happende and i really feel i have done lots of mistakes in choosing jobs and quiting jobs.
looking for a prompt, and life changing carrier guidance ....
thanks again 3rd March 2016 From India